nah. I'm always gonna be a guy. But I really want the first cock I suck and take in the ass to be a transgirl, or a femboy. Especially if it's a really really skinny or tiny one that somehow has a huge cock, anytime i see one like that it's the biggest turn on. at first it was emasculating knowing that someone half my size could be packing double what i have (and i'm above average too but not big). it made me insecure to the point i went from 100% dom to 100% submissive anytime i see someone like that